About a week to go till I fly to Switzerland. Feeling a mixture of excitement, anxiety and fear. Been planning for this ever since I returned from there almost 3 years ago. The adventures I've had there during my student exchange are pretty fresh in my mind, ready for me to relive them at any time. Is that the only period I truly lived? I feel as though I have left my heart there. I've grown attached to the place and having been away for so long, I miss it so much. Is it a wonder that I feel excited about revisiting it?
Perhaps what I feel is exactly like the kind of feeling one has after being separated from one's lover with no contact (like the time when the phone did not exist) and is going to see him/her again. Has it changed much since the last time I was there? Is it going to be less pretty now that I return as a tourist? Or will it be much better? If all goes well on the trip, I'm probably going to miss it again when I leave. Oh god. There's no resolving this.👀
I'm feeling super anxious 'cos I'm not done with the itinerary and my packing list! 😔 and I'm only anxious because I feel insecure without a plan when I have no connection to the Internet on the go.
